Every day my whole day is filled with writing and reading and punching a calculator. It is so hard to keep up with all my work but somehow I am averaging "B's" in everything. By everything I am talking about English, math, Spanish, Women Across Cultures, and Racial and Ethnic Minorities, these are the classes I am taking this semester. I do have my hands full but luckily I don't have to work because Veterans Affairs pays tuition and pays for my housing while I am in school full time.

Spending my days like this is much different than the days that I am used to. I am from Sedona, AZ and I have to say I miss it. I miss it so much that I often wonder if what I am doing now is worth being away from what I love most. First off my family is in Sedona and the Verde Valley, and so is fishing, hiking, swimming in fresh spring water, and a beautiful waterfall only a couple of hours away. I have to say the smell of pollution, stuck up people, and horrible traffic is definitely not keeping me here in the big city.

One morning I awoke it and was pouring rain, the skies were black. A little later in the day my girlfriend and I drove to the store. The roads were soaking wet and the sky was gray, my girlfriend being a Phoenix native turned to me and said "mm-mm...I love how it smells after it rains." This grossed me out because when it rains in Sedona you smell Juniper Trees and Mesquite Trees. You smell clean red rocks and clean red dirt. You wonder how I can say "clean" dirt, in Sedona there is nature and wholeness, untouched and unscathed by humans and industrialism. You don't see a grey cloud of dirty pollution and you don't smell dirty oily asphalt when it rains. Wow has life changed, living in this city, and going to school, using my brain and not my hands.


My father and I work together when I live up North. We do just about anything and everything when it comes to peoples properties. We will remodel your house, landscaping, or maintenance your air conditioning. This full scale of work has taught me what it takes to successfully use my hands, body, and creativity to perform many tasks and problems. I am in school now so that I can be successful financially and understand the business side to what I already know hands on. My favorite part of working with my dad is being outside, hanging out with my dad, creating things that people imagined and we build it. I love using my strength to move boulders and carry logs, I have found now that I do not do this type of work I am missing out on a huge stress reliever.




Being in the sun is to me the best feeling in the world. I love feeling the heat on my back as the sun is beaming down on me. When you can feel your body releasing the toxins you take in on a daily, your body perspiring and sweat dripping to the floor. The color you are when your skin is touched by the sun day after day. I sit in my office day after day now typing and scribbling and speaking Spanish into a microphone. When this is all over not only will I be proud of what I have done, I will have so much to look forward to. This also being my motivation to finish school accordingly and be back to my normal days in Sedona.